Help!? I'm going nowhere and getting more upset by the minute.?

3 years ago I received a 16k scholarship to an art camp. They were the best 3 summers of my life. I met new people, tried new things, and learned many life lessons. I did not manage to get a scholarship again this year and there was no way my family could afford it. Today was registration day. It was the day my year would revolve around. Now I am sitting at home, by myself, crying. I haven't gotten close with anyone outside of my camp friends and now I can't even talk to them because they are at camp and I am sitting home listening to the camp song on repeat while looking at last years pictures. I have no plans and few friends for the rest of my summer. What can I do before I end up reading and being antisocial all summer. It doesn't help that I live in a hick town. There is no one to see here and nothing to do.